Thoughts of a Nima Boy: An interaction with former Dutch MP who became a Muslim while writing an anti-Islam book

Last Friday, the Muslim Students Association at the University of New Mexico climaxed its Islamic Awareness Week with a colourful programme in one of the Student Union building’s ballrooms.

Last Friday, the Muslim Students Association at the University of New Mexico climaxed its Islamic Awareness Week with a colourful programme in one of the Student Union building’s ballrooms. The programme, a departure from the usual ones held by the organisation in the sense of participation, was heavily attended by the Muslim community of Albuquerque. They all thronged in individually and in families because of the glorious case of a miracle in the life of the day’s main speaker.

They came to have a first-hand interaction with the man who has become a victim of what he spent almost all his life criticising. They came to see the man who had a volte-face in his outlook, belief and stance on religion and its concomitant issues. They came to see the man who has profoundly exemplified the effect knowledge has on people. He has shown that knowledge dispels all darkness and affects, at the least, the life of human bodies, the beat of the human heart, illumination of the soul and enlightenment of the human consciousness.  A biographer of the Holy Prophet once said that “without a doubt, ignorance is one of the most chronic causes of lethargy, conservatism and prejudice; and it is most difficult to correct”. Indeed, ‘most difficult’ does not in any way indicate impossibility, and the life of our main speaker for the day proved this.

His introduction alone captures the whole story and purpose of his travel from Europe to a small city in the United States of America, Albuquerque.  He started with: “My name is Joram van Klaveren, and I am a former member of the Dutch parliament who represented the Party for Freedom – the anti-Islam party of Geert Wilders.  I was even the Party’s spokesperson when it came to Islam-related topics. For years I gave everything I had to fight Islam. I tried to make legislation to shut down all Islamic schools in the Netherlands. I attempted to close every mosque in my country, and I even tried to ban the Quran”.  That was an interesting introduction considering the point that he now stands a proud Muslim, conscious and actively involved in its propagation.

Joram was a very active and articulate member of parliament who considered it as a moral obligation to ward off people from Islam – a ‘thing’ he considered as the deadliest political ideology in the world.  He was convinced beyond reasonable doubt Islam was violent, promoted terrorism and had an establishment that was anti-women, anti-Christian and anti-Semitic. There was no ravine, riverine, valley, town, city, community, radio, television show, school or university in The Netherlands that has not received or provided space for Mr. Joram in his travels to spread his political message, which had the deliberate, corporate annihilation of Islam as its crux and focus.

According to him, he came to have such a sense of utter distaste, fervid repugnance, strong feeling that struck him with revulsion at the mere mention of Islam because of certain ideas that    are influenced by the conservative Protestant theology of his upbringing.  These theological teachings consider Islam an evil cult because of its strict sense of monotheism which utterly rejects the Trinity, the divinity of Christ, Atonement and concept of Original sin. He believes the aversion Europeans have toward Islam that has become cultural in outlook and violent in practice stems from the many historic clashes with the Ottoman Empire, and remnants of this can still be found in many books, theatres – and even in some foods.

He recounts: “Remarkably, my first day as a student of comparative religion was September 11, 2001. Many horrors would sadly follow, in and outside Europe. From the murder of columnist Theo van Gogh (near my old House in Amsterdam), kidnappings, anti-Semitic terror and beheadings to haphazard stabbings, truck attacks, proclamation of the Caliphate by ISIS, and suicide attacks.  There were even Muslims from the Netherlands who travelled as Jihadists to Syria. The combination of all these factors (the anti-Islam theology of my specific church, the cultural aspects and of course terrorism) confirmed and deepened my negative feelings about Islam in such a way that I became active for the most anti-Islam party in Europe. I believed that Islam should be fought wherever possible.”

In 2017, he left parliament and saw it as an opportune time to fulfil his long-held desire to write an anti-Islam book that would provide conclusive theoretical groundings for all the objections he held against it as a politician. The book, he believed, would prove once and for all his charge that Islam is a danger for The Netherlands, for Europe and for the whole wide world. But as he began writing his anti-Islam book, he came across information that was antithetical to his beliefs, and that many of the ideas he held had little or no basis in historical Islam. His research brought him in sharp focus to contexts and interpretations that were worlds apart from what he had taught and spread for years.

This piqued his interest and so he decided to learn more. He began writing to various academic authorities in Islam (specifically, Professor Abdul Hakim Murad of Cambridge University) who pointed out books, facts and other scholars he should consult and read again, more profoundly. This began to open his eyes to some of the positions he held in the past; his perspectives of Islam began changing and gradually his objections to Islam vanished. The wealth of knowledge he gleaned from those books broke down very strong and negative emotions he had toward the religion.

With the statement once shared by Goethe that quotes “the mind once stretched, never returns to its original dimensions” in action, Joram began to find answers to specific dogmas such as the Trinity, the Crucifixion, Atonement, Original sin etc. which had been wrestling his mind from a young age. And he described the answers he got as “surprisingly satisfying”.

Religion as described by Emile Whitehead is “Seeking comfort in a world which, when dispassionately considered, is a terrifying wilderness”. And that was what Joram’s initial intention to write an Anti-Islam book turned into. He stated: “All that I was learning about Islam influenced my work on the book in such a way that it began to take on the character of a personal search for God”.

He took a special interest in the character of the Prophet Muhammad and he saw in him something more special. “A man with almost supernatural patience, care, love, guidance and, above all, dedication to his God and to his mission for justice.”  He got struck with the story of Hind (the lady who ordered the killing of the Prophet’s uncle, parted his chest and ate his heart) and was later forgiven. That strong character of love, the overflow of compassion and massive show of humanity shook Joram’s image of the Prophet. “Since I had never lost my faith in God, by writing this book I could no longer refute the prophethood of Muhammad.  I was led to Islam in a very natural and rational way,” Joram concluded.

Still harbouring some doubts because of the pressure of having do certain kinds of activities and specific rituals, it looked so difficult to him.  However, two remarkable things happened which removed all shreds of doubt from his heart.  The first was asaying of the Prophet which beautifully touched his heart. The Prophet cautions all Muslims to “make things easy for the people, and do not make it difficult for them, and make them calm (with glad tidings) and do not push them away”. These words, he said, took away a big obstacle because it emphasised how Islam shows believers the way they should live the religion (not how some Muslims practice it).

The second one was when he stumbled on verse 46 of chapter 22 of the Quran, which stated profoundly that “it’s not the eyes that are blind, but the heart”. This, to him, was the last push. He observed: “Because that really was my problem: I could see what I had written down about the truth of Tawheed and the true life of the Prophet. Nobody forced me to do it, but I still couldn’t accept it because my heart was closed.  But when I read that passage it was as if someone turned the key and opened the door”.


Now Joram Van Klaveren is a Muslim and has established the Islamic Experience Centre, which visits schools throughout The Netherlands to provide them with an experience that shows how influential Islam is in order to create a more positive image of it. This reduces the ignorance, fear and insecurity about Islam.

In reflecting on the whole process, Joram feels ignorance had clouded his mind and blinded him from the truth. And he feels it is knowledge that has opened the door for him, and it is what will open the eyes of many in the West. “Where feelings and emotions are often subjective, knowledge is objective. It has the power to bridge gaps. To counter populist politics, lazy journalists and irrational fears. But sadly enough, a lot of times there is nobody with knowledge to share, and to enlighten those who live in ignorance.”  Knowledge indeed, is light.

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NB: The Writer is a Community Organiser, Youth-Activist and a Student of Knowledge



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